kapuy nahhh!

grrr...well eto na naman ako sa kadramahan ko...mga sentiments na di naman pinapansin... kakainis noh? ewan ko bah... grabeh na talaga...for the past months bakit laging ganun?bakit kailangan kong umiyak na lang lagi? cry for nothing ba ang drama ko? kainis naman kasi... di na nga sweet... manhid pa... di pa maappreciate ang mga ginagawa mo... tapos ginagawa pa ang mga bagay na alam niyang makakasakit sau..yeah, i know sobrang little things lamang ang pinagmumulan ng anger ko...pero little things turn into big things... and these little things are the only things that make me smile... make me happy...

grabeh na talaga ang pag hold-on ko... sometimes i really wanna give up... if he was so manhid noon..e how about ngayon? he has changed... not for the better but for the worse... o palag? ngit, alam mo..sobra na kasi eh...masakit naman ginagawa mo sa akin... sobrang taken for granted na ako... i really appreciate everything you've done for me...your sacrifices, your love...lahat yan..kaya nga ginagawa ko lahat for you... pero ako ba naappreciate mo ba ang mga ginagawa ko? reklamo lagi natatanggap... o kaya laging pasigaw kung magsalita... o kaya wala lang... parang di importante mga ginagawa ko...

am i holding on to nothing and for nothing? hahay... is this the way u want it to be? ayaw ko na talaga!!!!!!!!pagod na ako maxado sa kakaintindi..sa kakahintay na darating ang panahon na u would change for the better... that you would learn to love me the way loving should be... that you would learn to appreciate the simple things in life...and not wait for tomorrow to come..but make the best of what you can do today...

ay.. so much to say... but nothing changes... kakapagod ano? kainis... ganito ba talaga ang pag-ibig? hahay...

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YENOH said…
don't worry just hold on... sa kdugay nnyo lahi lng cguro mag xpress og love c pangit nmo. kaya mo yan kid... batang jobee gud kah.. hehehe...
9:55 PM
A.Fuentes said…
aww... kakalungkot nmn itong post na ito po.

May kilala din akong ganyan. Hindi lang sinisigawan... minumura pa. Iyak din siya ng iyak... pero sila pa rin ngaun. Since iba-iba talaga tau ng ugali, hindi maiiwasan ang differences. Pero siyempre, lahat ng SOBRA ay masama. I'll pray na sana maging okey na po kaung dalawa. Aktwali natatanong ko rin po paminsan-minsan ung tinanong nu po - ganito ba talaga ang pag-ibig? Wala pa akong gelpren sa kalagayan na yan ha =p
7:22 PM
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