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i've come to face my greatest weakness & that is leaving the people i love. for almost 22 years of my existence, i only had one thing on mind & that is to give them the best of everything until now, that's the first thing that i think of, but i guess i've come to realize that i should have something for myself, that i should love myself first before others. i've spent all my life trying trying to please everybody, spent each single day of my life serving them. i don't regret the things that i have done for this family, cause they mean EVERYTHING to me. but when REALIZATION knocks, you begin to see the big picture, REALITY. you begin to see the TRUTH, that no matter how you please them, you can never please them, that no matter how hard you work for them, they will never appreciate. and the fact that it will all be about you & not them. for many years i clinged to the fact that i love my family & i will do everything for them, that i sometimes, well m...

the past few weeks have been very hectic for me... my cellphone has always been loaded with messages, even from people i don't know..this certainly was not because of the unlimited text craze... but because i was the woman of the hour...hahaha...it's a privilege and an honor to be trusted and to be known by many...but it's certainly not a good experience to be ABUSED...hehehe...but nonetheless, i love what i'm doing... uh, most of it... well what have i been doing??? uh, where will i start? i was the newly elected president for the next school year...but even though i have not taken oath yet, my duty has started...at first i enjoyed the fame and the trust... and i know it was the chance for me to make my ideas work...but suddenly, everything just poured on me..."mei, can u do this?", "mei, can u go here?", "mei, mei"...wak! and all they do was ask me to do these things... i never had the chance to decide... they overpowered me... and all th...

i've been really busy..physically and mentally speaking.. i don't know what to do first..but yeah i know i can do it... i thank GOD for giving me another day...another day of work..of love...of school...of meeting new friends...of blogging...of surfing the net...facing my pc monitor..of eating...of sleeping...of laughing...of crying...another day of living in this so-called world... sometimes i feel down...well most of us really feel down...but when i get to that point of falling...i think about other people...the wowowee tragedy victims, landslide victims, the street children, the disabled people...and for that i see that GOD has given me enough to live...i may not have the perfect family... not even close to perfection...i may not have a good house..may not have the chance to eat a meal or two...may have been working like a dog for the past couple of years...i still am lucky...oh no, not lucky...just blessed... maybe we people should see the little but beautifula nd splendid ...

it has been exactly 15 days since i last posted...hehehe..uhm, i've been totally busy and preoccupied for the past two weeks... school...work...family... all i can do is breathe in and breathe out... and because of the stressful weeks i had, i feel so tired now.. and sick... honestly, i wanna cry... u know why? well.... i've been doing a lot of thinking for the past days..and i think i've made up my mind..i'm moving out of the house..for good... but i still haven't find a place...a low-cost place for meh... huhuhu... i have several reasons why i want to move... first, because i'm not feeling comfortable anymore... i feel so stressed out when i go home... and its not fair!!!its supposed to be the best place to stay...right?huhuhu...then, i want to be independent... and so on and so forth... i'm just tired... and i wanna make things happen.... speaking of making things happen..i'm organizing a production outfit for our school...i'm still thinking of th...

hahaha...i miz posting here...i have so much to say..but i don't have that much energy to share right now...for the past weeks i've been terribly busy. ..physically and mentally....hahaha... i failed my first director's plan for children's program..then i passed my second dp, which was for a documentary program...thank GOD!!!i was really relieved because i did not only pass, but was also one of the few who got the highest grade..hehehe...and i wasn't expecting something, especially because i was half awake and half asleep when i made that plan...hehehe... love life?hehehe..pangit and i have been too busy to see each other... but we're okay..hehehe... he just went home yesterday... we spent time watching movies, red eye and again mr. and mrs. smith...i love brad pitt!!!then again we watched maid in manhattan...we just wanted to spend time together...he went home around 1am...i slept at around 4am..why?well, i had so much in my mind..then my father was snoring lou...

i have been so busy this past few days.. i didn't even noticed that it would be just 3 days before valentines..hahaha..time is so swift...well, for the love month, i'd like to share these so-called realities in life about loving...thnx for my ever beautiful and thoughtful friend...jenay..mishu sis!!!! 01. flashing your smile to someone you don't want to see 02. bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget 03. showing that you care 04. finding a way to mend a broken heart 05. learning that you've been used by someone you truly love 06. saying i love you when you mean it and when you don't 07. letting go of a person you've just learned to love 08. realizing that you love somebody you've just taken for granted 09. realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with 10. waiting for promises you know she or he will never keep 11. saying your love for someone who loves somebody else 12. reminiscing the good times you shared together 13. shi...

TRUE LOVE *My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in...