missing...

its been a long while since i last posted... and how i've missed posting...i've missed sooo much in my life...huhuhu...

i just quit my job... because...because... hehehe... do i have to explain? i dont think so...hehhee..well, kudos to my batchmates and to the rest of the call center agents who are trying to deal with different kinds of people... i'm proud of u guys, i salute you for being so persevering and hardworking... how i wish i could last... but maybe this is not my world anymore... i must move on...

well, anyways...i'm now back to zero... and im trying my luck (if there such a thing is) in different jobs... but then how i wish i'll get that dream career of mine...let's cross our fingers for that...hohoho!!!

i wanna do so many things, but i dont know where to begin and how to begin... i missed so many things, but i dont know if i can still do the same things or experience the same things...

just one month ago, my bf told me that he missed my "SMILE"...and i asked, why? am i not smiling the same way i did back then? and he said yes... am i not? well, it shows... you can hide the tears but you can never hide the pain and loneliness... (churva)...

what am i missing LORD? obviously, i miss home... i miss ma, pa, chin,chelly and daryll... i miss my friends... i miss college... i miss making videos... i miss taking pics... i miss photoshop... i miss blogging... i miss pexing... i miss youtube...movies, TV, mama's cooking, davao, sandara, rain, mike he, and even my pangit who's now here with me....and i do think i miss the old me... the old happy me... the old fighter and risk taker...

well, this is the real world... i mean the REAL WORLDLY WORLD... hehehe...and im in cebu...and there are a lot of things i cannot do because...well just because....

i'm not okay,right? are you feling my insanity??? hehehe...

that's it for now... i hope i can blog more....i want to blog more!!!!

miss you guys!!!(i think i'll have to close the multiply site...i've got to think about it)....

CIAO!

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