duh...

grrr...yesterday i was really mad, i hardly talk to him and meet his eyes...when i went home, he didn't follow...grrr...i thought so...

then when i got home, i asked mahtet if he's still in the office, and yes he was still there, watching catoons at youtube...hmpf!grr, i hated it so much that i texted mahtet to tell him to eat his youtube and that i'm breaking up with him...and with no doubt, he exited the office...don't know where he went after the office...

at around 7 he came, all wet by the pouring of the heavens...i was then washing some clothes, though i didn't feel any better, and was about to finish...when i was about to drain the water, he stood up, got his keys, and went home amidst the storm...duh, he never said a word...strange i didn't feel any remorse for the guy...it was his mistake and now he's making it worse by not talking to me...

i slept soundly at night, but still thinking about him..well, not really about him, but of what he is thinking...i put myself in his shoes...and cannot think of anything that he would be doing for the next 24 hours to win me back..yes, joey's like that..and i got used to it..he will never win you back..he will never initiate talk after an argument...he will keep quiet..and let you be the one to speak..funny huh?well it's true...

today, as i expected he made a sick call..and he asked for me...told him, who's fault is it?and i was the one to blame for making his heart hurt...duh!and now, i couldn't contain myself...i hate to be a woman..when a woman loves, it's sometimes stupid...now i'm giving him a ring and texted him..i guess he's sleeping taking his tiring rest (he can never rest properly while thinking of me...hehehe)...i will be coming over at his bhaus after work...and that's because i love him..ugh!

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Anonymous said…
haay...ang love nga naman...honestly, i dunno what to say...i've never been in love and i've never been in a relationship. Am i suppose to tell u to go after him or forget about him and move on. Basta ako, whatever makes u happy is it...if u cry a whole drum of tears i'd just go and get u another drum to put your tears in. Just be happy mei (try to be)and don't be too hard on yourself...ur a great person...u should know better...i'm just here if u need me! Mopping is not gonna heLp...

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