This is My Passion
hehehe...the title of this entry is the same title of the essay that i will be posting below...this essay was my entry, i mean the essay i wrote for my first writing job...hehehe...it was in zipsite almost 2 years ago...the essay was published last october 22, 2004...and yet the essay still sounded me...hehehe...nothing changed as far as i'm concerned...just a few words that i now added to my vocabulary but won't be using still just for the sake of writing complexity...
yup...i love writing..and i missed it..i missed writing for no reason at all..just pouring it all out...bearing my heart to the world..i never imagined that i'll leave writing...it just happened...
for the past months...i've been worn out, stressed and tired...i didn't mean to stop expressing my thoughts...i just ceased for a while, not expecting that it would take me months to write again...and maybe because...i feel that no one cares...
well...now i wanna go back...to the days..that i have to strike the ballpoint on a sheet of paper...i wish i could bring back that feeling of accomplishment for every word i write...
i've realized that writing is my life..and now GOD has again open His windows for me to share this talent to many...hehehe...(taas ng intro noh?)...for the next couple of months...i'll be working..well i volunteered..actually...we were chosen to volunteer (?) to be part of the national youth day on nov.8-12...just the thought of being actually on a national event is tremendously exciting for me...much more to be with new people..and to write till i ran out of words to say...
i do hope...that this feeling of eagerness will stay until that very last day of the event..and even till the rest of my days here on earth..(asus!)
oh..well.i've you're probably wondering why i am now updating this blog after again a month without having to visit it...i've been really busy...(yeah right!)and life is always the same...hahaha..no more surprises..tears here and there..laughter everywhere..and stress in the atmosphere almost every second..hehe...and yeah you are right..i'm still alive..
i've been busy with school..and work..and finding another job (but now..i'll settle for this muna)...and finding another house...in the heart of the city..but luck hasn't found me...nether have i found luck...
i've been on leave for the past 4 days...and it's sad to say..i'm still not feeling any better...huh?..yup...i just wish i'll have LIFE...like rosy cheeks...lively eyes...killer smile...hahaha...oh.well this is life...
uhm...i guess this is long enough for another month..hehehe..just joking...i'll be posting pictures in a while (if i won't be forgetting it)...and i'll really try to update the site everyday...oh btw, i've watched 2 movies this month...on the same day..hehe..click and love wrecked...click is better, i love adam sandler and i also love amanda bynes...hahaha...i wanna make a review..but i guess i'll give the floor to the critics...
have fun guys..and thnx to emery for her Lala Article which you can find at her friendster blog...hahaha...and enjoy this essay...i hope u guys will find your own passion too...like finding your personal legend (learnt that from "the Alchemist", finished 3 books this month too...that one and "Are you Afraid of the Dark" by Pareng Sidney Sheldon and "The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants"..i love the latter better...)
bye for now..this taking way too long!!!!mwah..ciao!!!
yup...i love writing..and i missed it..i missed writing for no reason at all..just pouring it all out...bearing my heart to the world..i never imagined that i'll leave writing...it just happened...
for the past months...i've been worn out, stressed and tired...i didn't mean to stop expressing my thoughts...i just ceased for a while, not expecting that it would take me months to write again...and maybe because...i feel that no one cares...
well...now i wanna go back...to the days..that i have to strike the ballpoint on a sheet of paper...i wish i could bring back that feeling of accomplishment for every word i write...
i've realized that writing is my life..and now GOD has again open His windows for me to share this talent to many...hehehe...(taas ng intro noh?)...for the next couple of months...i'll be working..well i volunteered..actually...we were chosen to volunteer (?) to be part of the national youth day on nov.8-12...just the thought of being actually on a national event is tremendously exciting for me...much more to be with new people..and to write till i ran out of words to say...
i do hope...that this feeling of eagerness will stay until that very last day of the event..and even till the rest of my days here on earth..(asus!)
oh..well.i've you're probably wondering why i am now updating this blog after again a month without having to visit it...i've been really busy...(yeah right!)and life is always the same...hahaha..no more surprises..tears here and there..laughter everywhere..and stress in the atmosphere almost every second..hehe...and yeah you are right..i'm still alive..
i've been busy with school..and work..and finding another job (but now..i'll settle for this muna)...and finding another house...in the heart of the city..but luck hasn't found me...nether have i found luck...
i've been on leave for the past 4 days...and it's sad to say..i'm still not feeling any better...huh?..yup...i just wish i'll have LIFE...like rosy cheeks...lively eyes...killer smile...hahaha...oh.well this is life...
uhm...i guess this is long enough for another month..hehehe..just joking...i'll be posting pictures in a while (if i won't be forgetting it)...and i'll really try to update the site everyday...oh btw, i've watched 2 movies this month...on the same day..hehe..click and love wrecked...click is better, i love adam sandler and i also love amanda bynes...hahaha...i wanna make a review..but i guess i'll give the floor to the critics...
have fun guys..and thnx to emery for her Lala Article which you can find at her friendster blog...hahaha...and enjoy this essay...i hope u guys will find your own passion too...like finding your personal legend (learnt that from "the Alchemist", finished 3 books this month too...that one and "Are you Afraid of the Dark" by Pareng Sidney Sheldon and "The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants"..i love the latter better...)
bye for now..this taking way too long!!!!mwah..ciao!!!
I am not Shakespeare nor am I Rizal, I am just a writer who writes just for passion and the love for it. I am not a novelist nor am I a poet, but I could be one, if I would be given that mere chance of being there. I may not be any other genius in the world, nor do I belong to any legendary clan or heritage, but I know I belong here. Yes, I am not great, but I can be better, I am not perfect but I could do better. I am what my heart says, and this is my passion.
I long to write for the rest of my days. I long to dig deeper in my soul as long as it has something to share and reveal. I’ll write about anyone or anything under the sun, moon and stars. I’ll write it because I love it, I’ll make it because I want it. This is my heaven, my paradise, my refuge… this is a part of my life, until all else fades away.
Nothing is more comforting than pouring your heart out through the ink of your pen, striking through the edges of the linen paper. And nothing is much soothing than the voice of your soul written, waiting to be heard. Nothing is more like writing your story, your life… nothing is anything like writing.
Many may judge me as a bore, or a nerd for that instance, but I don’t care for anything that they may say, because this is ME. Who cares about anything? We all have our own cares in this world and this is mine, my passion to live and to live and to be understood through – WRITING.
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