Yeah, I know it's been a few months after my last entry. But a lot of things happened... Or was I just too lazy to post. Well, anyways, last June I temporarily closed my online shops and pages. Last June, we moved to a new home. And last June I was a plain housewifey. Nonetheless, it was a wonderful hiatus. The kids went to Day Care/Kindergarten and I was acting like a stage mother for a few months and yep until now. But boredom got into me and so are the additional kilos and laziness just sucked the life out of me. Sleep, eat, watch movies and Korean series, take care of the kids, doing household chores: the basics of stay at home moms. Never did I thought it would be too exhausting, not physically but mentally, since most of the time, you're thinking of how to manage cost, what to eat at lunch or dinner or have for breakfast, what to do next, thus; you end up staring at the ceiling for a few minutes... The possibilities of losing your mind are endless. But thanks thee to God...
Woke up quite early today and stumbled upon on a Facebook page, My Child Mean Everything To Me . Brought me to tears scrolling through the pictures they have posted. Indeed, nothing compares to motherhood... from the moment you felt that little bump in your tummy, it was joy, excitement and yes, worry. I remembered that night I knew I was pregnant. I was unprepared, I had a lot of plans (yup, that's me, the great planner!), but... I got pregnant. And it was the most excruciating pain I felt. I have always wanted to be a mother, but not that time. And I did not want my baby to feel that. After a while, and a talk with my mother. I felt better and got more excited each day. I prayed just like any mother would, for complete set of fingers and toes, a whole body, no diseases. Everyday that was my prayer, and every day I waited for that moment my xiao jih will come out. Being a mother is not a choice, it is our fate, our destiny, it is God's choice. Some women don't get to be ...
Okay I admit it. I have a hard time studying since my childhood days. I actually don't study, I practice skimming and scanning and memorizing. But never really studied. How I made it through College is not luck, though. I just find it hard to read learning books... the opposite of reading a Thriller book by Jonathan Kellermann. :) Anyways, since I have no choice but to learn or else I have nowhere to go, I have challenged myself to a 2-hour learning devotion. Reading is totally different from learning. Thus, I have to practice the art of learning and that is understanding and applying what I am reading or studying. I surely hope I can get through this challenge. I want to be BETTER. That should motivate me to learn right? And I want to be paid higher, that sure is a better motivation. LOL! Kidding aside, learning should not be until College or a one time deal. It should continue to evolve as long as you live. Kudos, to all those who continue to learn and to those who continue t...
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