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^^^any comments???hehehe...i'm hurting... but i'm still laughing and living life as it is... i don't understand why he can say na "matigas ang ulo ko" (hard headed, stubborn)..when in fact...ugh...i wanna cry...cry soo hard... well..he doesn't know me that well..even if i'm his... i don't want to speak ill of him... GOD bless...

oh well..is it just me?or...hmmm...i don't know where i went wrong...what have i done?uh..i guess, people change...and people judge...as much as they don't want to... grrr..it hurts to lose a friend..or lose a friend's trust... i don't know if i should still be expecting for friendship or would i settle for nothing...and move on? duh...i hate this...not knowing what is happening around me...grrr... have a nice day everyone...

hehehe...i'm happy...after three weeks away from home...i can finally sy that im happy...for the past weeks, i experienced loneliness and sorrow, but not regret..i m so determined to continue what i've started... last week, i shed all my tears when i wrote a letter for all of them, ma, pa, chin, chelly n daryll...i miz them terribly...and i should forgive and ask forgiveness...from that day on, i promised i will not speak ill of them, but bless them and pray for them and love them even more...yeah, i know its kinda hard...and the process is really that fast...but i managed...that's why i can smile and laugh sincerely now... yup, i miz them, and i wish i can see them, and be with them...but time will just tell...what's important now is that, i am not hurt anymore... that's why life must go on...thanks to all the people around me...pangit, mahtet, mame candies, ate niz, jenay, jenny, ate jinkoy, and most especially to GOD... and to u too, who's praying for me...:D

yahoo!!!i have my new template done...thanx to...photoshop and some sites for their free brushes...hahaha...!!!! new look..but still pink..enjoy...:D

BY: rocksteddy Matagal ko ng gustong malaman mo Matagal ko ng itinatago-tago 'to Nahihiyang magsalita At umuurong aking dila Pwede bang bukas na Ipagpaliban muna natin 'to Dahil kumukuha lang ng tiyempo Upang sabihin sa iyo Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo lang alam, ohwoh.. Matagal ko ng gustong sabihin 'to Matagal ko ng gustong aminin sa'yo Sandali, eto na At sasabihin ko na Ngayon na, mamaya O baka pwedeng bukas na Dahil kumukuha lang ng buwelo Upang sabihin sa iyo Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang ramdam Mahal kita, kahit 'di mo na ako tinitignan Mahal kita, pero 'di mo lang alam, ohwoh.. Ngunit kumukuha lang ng tiyempo Upang sabihin sa iyo Mahal kita pero hindi mo lang alam Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan Ayaw mo naman itanong sa akin Kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw At hindi ko ri

BY: ambassadors kung ikaw masayud paminawon mo kay kung pananglit lang iran mo mga panun-paw pasalig ko kung ugaling kalit kang mubiya di ko kapugngan akong(?) mga luha kay ikaw akong himaya handumon ko matag karun ug unya ikaw ang langit ug yuta ako pinangga .. ahhh oh lahh. aahhhh 2x unya mihabol(?) ang kangitngit na giduyugan sa ulan ug sa kalit lng nahanaw ang bidlisiw sa adlaw CHORUS oh kahayag sa imong panagway nga naulipon sa gugmang giatay inday paminawa kabos kong gugma nga kanimo akong igasa dili ko man mahatag ang tanang bahandi 'ning kalibutan apan inday unya intawon hinaot na naulipon sa gugmang giatay ohhhh ....

The One Who Holds My Heart I thought that some time alone, was what we really needed. You siad this time would hurt more than it helps, but I couldnt see it. I thought it was the end of a beautiful story. And so I left the one I love, at home to be alone, Ooo Ohh And I Tried and find out this one thing is true that im nothing without you, I know better now and I've had a change of heart. Chorus: I'd Rather had bad times with you, then good times with someone else. I'd rather beside you in a storm, then safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart. I'd rather have the one who holds my heart, oOooO yeh. And then I met someone and thought that she could replace you. We got along just fine, but wasted time because she was not you. We had alot of fun, though we knew we were faking love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, on lies. So Im here cause i found this one thing is true, that im nothing without you, I kno

i recently moved out of our "home" yesterday..feeling uncertain of what teh future awaits me...but then i have positive views of the near future...i know i can make it..cause if i can't..i just have to make things happen...hehehe...(wlang lusot)... yesterday, before i bid goodbye to my LOVED ONES, my eyes roamed the house for the slightest detail of love and affection..and i saw none...it hurt..but then i must move on..with or without them...and when everything was inside the taxi, i climbed back to the house and said goodbye.."ma, pa alis na po ako.."those were the exact words i said... and i get no response...not even a glimpse from them...tears were slowly forming in my eyes, but i fought back...and smiled...as i hugged and kissed my youngest sibling for the last time (for now)..."ate kaw pa rin magpapa-aral sa akin ha?"..i don't know how to feel..she has been saying that since i opened to her that i'm moving out..the first time she cried..